lots of love from mummy xxx on i miss you my little prince 12th September 2009

A poem for my precious little man mummy loves you with all my heart xxxx You dont know how i feel, Please dont tell me that you do. Theres just one way to know have you lost a child too? "You'll have another child" Must i hear that everyday? Can i get another FATHER too if mine should pass away? Dont say it was "Gods will" thats not the god i know. Would god on purpose break my heart then watch my tears flow? "you have an angel in heaven a precious child above" But tell me to whom here on earth i give this love? "Arent you better yet?" is that what i heard you say? NO! a part of my heart aches i'll always feel some pain. you think that silence is kind, but it hurts me even more. Who has gone through Gods door. Dont say these things to me, although you do mean well. They do not take my pain away i must go through hell, i will get better slow but sure and it helps to have you near but a simple "im sorry you lost your child" is all i need to hear.